| Back to being a fattie |
[Jul. 29th, 2009|05:07 pm] |
Alright here is the deal. I am once again a fucking fattie. I am 164 , yeah told ya.. a fucking fattie. Well, my boyfriend figured me out before and told me to eat everyday and I hated it. Unfortunately, after eating that stuff again I fell in love with it. Its a love hate type shit. My boyfriend gave me the OK to do it again under some conditions. (oh he lives with me... doesn't make is easy and when he yells at me oh jeez, i cry)
1. I have to take Women's 1 A Day
2. I don't have to eat, BUT I have to have one square meal everyday. (I figured out how to get out of that one)
Well, I work at night he works during that day.. so I can just say my square meal was lunc while he was at work.
Tomorrow I will start. I would LOVE to start with only 500 a day, but I think My body is not use to it so I will start at 1000 and every one to two days goes down 100.
I found some receipes that I am really can't wait to try. I found a faux pizza one, a half of fat free bagel, one to two tablespoon of marinara sauce, skim milk mozzerella cheese and I love mushrooms so I will be maybe two-three of them on top and put it in the toaster oven. Oh I love pizza. I found some other good looking recipes that I will have to alter to fit my taste, but all low cal.
Once I get down to 500 cals a day I want to fast for a day then do 500 again. We shall see. I bought the S.W.A.T. Workout video which looks very promising.
BUH BYE! I will check back in tomorrow! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 23rd, 2008|11:07 am] |
breakfast/lunch- cereal - 110+15+12=137
toast w/butter= 45+50=95
coffee= 25
total: 257
dinner- salad w/ 4 grape tomatoes 1table spoon of parmesan cheese and 1cal per sray dressing..
30+12+10+10
total: 62 cals
dessert- chocolate pudding
total: 100 cals
TOTAL: 419
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| Liquid Fast Day 1 |
[Jun. 21st, 2008|12:37 pm] |
So far so good... well i just woke up and took a shower it 1237 now... I am gunnna go get coffee in a minute and keeo everything updated as it comes along.
1pm- small Dunkin Donuts coffee ( 25 cals) |
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| Rules of my fast |
[Mar. 10th, 2008|06:08 pm] |
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start march 11-march 17or 18
when hungry on weak days which i can not have till the 3rd or 4th day.. some chicken broth with little peices of celery. in the morning or afternoon or evening 1 small cup of green tea to keep my metabolism going
at night after work do the exercises for my nasty a$$ "love" (loathe) handels(10mins) and run up and down the stairs (30 mins) crunches 100-200. and whatever other exercises i can think of at that time.
other rules... (ha)
no drinking green tea after 8 same goes for the broth (only reason its that late is b/c i never know when my break at work is)
if i don't do my exercises one night i have to double up the next night
i can not have broth 2 days in a row it is only for dyer emergencies
have to sleep at least 4 hours (i work til 12am and have to be up at 430m&w but tues&thurs idon't have to be up til 7)
drink at least 4 bottles of water a days
if i do follow all my rules i can buy myself a new pair of jeans cuz hopefully by then i will be down a size otherwise can't buy them until i am |
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| still fat |
[Mar. 10th, 2008|12:08 am] |
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So i am still stuck in this 141-143 slum.. but i also havent been trying that hard and its getting to me. I tried to be normal and then today i tried on a bathing suit.... yeah not good. gunna get back on track now and look good in that suit. I bought it to motivate me so i am going to start 2morrow with a very low cal diet.
breakfast: small cup of green tea with lemon and 2 sugars- not more than 5cals
lunch- one of those ligh n' fit drinkable yogurts- 70 cals
dinner- coffee (80cals) and some strawberries (114cals)
total 269
wish me luck.. i need it |
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| stupid fat girl |
[Jan. 28th, 2008|08:01 pm] |
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On Valentine's Day I am going to Florida to see my future husband and well i need to lose fast.. don't ask me to weigh myself... I am probably still in that 141-143 slum, but i could be a little more.. my period is here and cravings will not leave me alone. I need to be back in my size 7s before valentine's day.. I figure fasting most days but on some days eat a little fruit... nah fuck that i have 16 days untill i leave. i am going to make it a 14 day fast so i am going to start wendnesday and tomorrow no more than 500 cals and those 500 can only be fruit or veggie.. so this is my plan for tomorrow.. i hope i can do it.
430am-wake up
5am- gym til 630
630-shower [grab a 80 cal coffee before getting to the train station]
730- train to school
940-1220- class [after class grab fruit from the store.. a cup of grapes: 110cals]
3-12am-work [while on "lunch" really dinner break grab a salad from the store and some "1cal per spray dressing" from home cals: umm.. 100?]
If i can do this.. i will love myself.. if i can do the 2 week fast i will love myself more.. i want some self control again. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 27th, 2007|04:43 pm] |
back on the abc, holidays are finally over. so far 1lb down. im currently at 141.5 i went back up and feel nasty about it. however, i do plan to be down to 110 soon, as soon as humanly possible. i was suppose to go to the gym today, but i slept in by accident. i might try and go tonight, yet my bf wants to come up, and i really wanna see him again. if i wake up early enough maybe i can hit up the gym before work tomorrow.
Total for day 1: 500
2 100 cal packs: 200
1 tall skim latte: 100
later..
some berries: 65cals
small salad or another 100 cals pack: 100 cals
total for today (hopefully): 465 |
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| today.. |
[Nov. 15th, 2007|03:54 pm] |
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545 cals later oyi thats a lot but i not leting it bug me cuz for the last week ive been eating 1000 cals a day on like fucking chocolate and chips and today it was....
2 cups of fruit - 175
grilled chicken salad- 135
mini carrotts w/ a little ranch (watered down ha)- 35
cookie (my bad cals) - 140
coffee- 80
total=545
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| plan for tomorrow... |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|11:20 pm] |
Breakfast
cup of grapes- 100
latte @ starbucks- 100
Lunch:
diet coke- 0
soup- 80
Dinner:
Celery- 20
water/ deit coke- 0
Intake: 300 |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 13th, 2007|07:18 pm] |
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my winter class is done.. Law 203, Ciminal Law. M,T,W,F 930-1210 oyi... but its only jan 2-jan22 which is awesome and my spring semester classes are Natural Science 107 & Lit 230 those are T,TH from 815-1220 and the other three, Criminal Justice 255, Gov 101 (taking it a little late ha) and Law 209 are all online. now that is an awesome schedule! hehe |
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| thinspo |
[Nov. 12th, 2007|05:44 pm] |
i must not eat to look like them |
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| start of abc |
[Nov. 12th, 2007|03:26 pm] |
day 1: 500 cals
small apple- 60
soup- 80
yougurt- 70
5 goldfish- 15
so far 225.. its only 330pm and stuck at work til 12am so i hope if i eat more its more soup.. chicken noodle and only 80 cals! ha lovin' it. well i'll keep ya updated.
is now 545pm had another soup and 20 goldfish.. so now im up top 365.. still under 500 so going good |
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| fasting |
[Nov. 8th, 2007|04:10 pm] |
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so today i decided to fast well i figured i would have coffee (about 80 cals) and i kept telling myself.. "you can get it later" so i havent had it yet so far only a diet coke has been consumed.. best part
6am: 136.5
2pm: 134
yay!!! so don't wanna eat after seeing that. tomorrow is the start of ABC shit. hope i can stick to it most days i'll probably only drink my coffee like on 100 days and 20cal salad well lettuce and salad dressing (the 1 cal per spray dressing) i might have to say fuck the abc till sunday though now that i think about it but we shall see or maybe just fast sunday cuz saturday im going to a wedding, guess i'll just see how it goes. gunna try not to eat bad at the wedding but i don't know what they cooked so its a little harder to count cals when you dont know everything that is in it.
think thin*
P.S. 11/09
weighed in this morning.. 133.5!!! thats 3lbs in one day, holy shit! |
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| ana boot camp? |
[Nov. 7th, 2007|07:36 pm] |
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so i've heard of this ana boot camp thing and think i am going to give it a shot. probably start 2morrow i just hope i can stick to something for once in my damn life. ha.
blah i just wanna be skinny damnit! |
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| thinspo |
[Nov. 5th, 2007|10:53 pm] |
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( lovin' it )
thank you eat_more_plants! |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 31st, 2007|07:51 pm] |
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gunna try a new diet the ewiheartpink way! no clue yet kinda liking this 3-a-day fruit flush shit seems interesting. gunna try it 2morrow
Happy Halloweenie!
im little red ridding hood :)
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| day 1 of sacred heart diet |
[Oct. 29th, 2007|03:36 am] |
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well it 330am so i haven't done everything yet, but i made the soup and cut my fruit for today and we'll see how it goes. i will be updating this entry as the day goes on. i just wanted to share this is everyone, becuase my face looks skinny lolz
9:05am:
already started bad. i missed school. damit.
3:40pm
sitting at work, ate all my fruits and drank my unsweetened apple juice so all i got is soup left and im craving something sweet. badly.
5:40pm
holy shit no wonder you can probably lose weight on this diet all your eating its watery shit. omg i want something solid. and sweet. mmmm. but i am controlling it. everytime to urge gets too strong i smoke a cig. i need more fruit to munch on. i wonder if strawberries or an apple would be ok... 2 bottles of water down... 4-5 to go. holy crap i gotta pee. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2007|03:14 pm] |
tonight:
go food shopping and get the stuff for the sacred heart diet. and i can't for get a thermos
tmorrow:
im not gunna start it til sunday cuz tomorrow night is the halloween party and yeah gunna get drunk.
sunday: start diet. damn wait i can't. going to be at the boyfriends and i know he won't mind but i just don't feel like buy all that food and carrying it home lolz unless i buy just day ones food.. yeah i'll do that and any left over fruit/veggies i'll bring back
blah. |
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| day 1 take 2 |
[Oct. 23rd, 2007|04:01 am] |
ok gunna try agin.. with a twist
4am:
energy drink 8 cals.. gunna get coffee.. omg i need it..
lunch/snack: cup of watermelon
dinner: water maybe coffee or energy drink |
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